YOU ARE DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So where lies your guilt? What immeadiately comes to mind if I say, "I can't believe you did that, that was disgusting?"

Think.

Where did you go just now? How did it feel? Do you feel like you got a punch to the chest, swallowed a rock, or are you just sitting there grinning? Just how disgusting are you? Did you sleep with someone you didn't know, thinking it would make you feel better? Did you take some pills to dull the pain? Did you cheat on a spouse or a lover or both? Did you lie to your mother? Did you lie to a friend? Are you tearing up yet?

Did you push someone in a line? Did you wish someone would be hit by a car? Did you hit someone in your car and drive away? Did you curse at an old person for being too slow? Did you drive too slow on purpose to piss someone off? Did you abuse yourself with either drug or drink? Did you regret that in the morning?

Do you wish you had what other people have? Do you wish you were at times other people? Do you wish that other people looked at you and wanted to be you cause you think you are so god damn important? Well, did you?

Did you wish the world would crush the person who has hurt you most? Have you hurt the one who loves you most? Have you told someone that you loved them when you didn't cause it was just easier that way? Did you wish that all the pain that sits inside of you could come slashing out of your skin causing damage to those damagers amongst us? How did that feel?

Now ask yourself this.

Are you a good person? Do you want to be better? Do you want to be in a place with people that don't make you feel this way? Do you want to be beautiful(in a non literal way)?

This was your penence. Today I forgive you as you see, you can forgive yourself. We are at times weak, but from that we grow, we better ourselves we become, beautiful.